A PAGE OF MY DIARY
EACH ONE CARRIES THEIR OWN BURDEN OF SORROWS AND WINGS OF HAPPINESS.
this is all about a young girl named Khushi at age 14. A character who is really dull in studies, but she was counted as a wonderful chess player of her city. Her dullness in studies caused her many huge fears of getting compared by others and always observed bellow than others, being a topic to be laughed at and many more. Moreover, her own thoughts and overthinking ness made her demotivated and unsecured.
A person usually starts writing a diary for many reasons like to re-live the old days or some time just to share their heavy hearts feelings without getting judged. So as Khushi did. Like any other girl, she is suppressed by her parents’ expectations and society’s thinking.
Fun Facts: the things are more often frictional.
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1 Sept 2017
Hii diary! From today my midterm test series started. my first test was not too good, hoping for at least 15 or above marks.
some fun things happened today like:
1. we went to my elder cousin’s place for Ganesh Chaturthi’s maha puja. Soon in my home too I guess the day after tomorrow.
2. only 3 days left for 😊 Aaah finally going to meet u soon my dear crush.
My younger brother is going to come home today from the hostel.
do u know, aah let me tell u, today we had poster making competition in school and as usual I was not aware of it. As usual, I arranged the materials from friends, and as usual, got my poster selected in the best top 3😁. I am surely an artist.
that all for today bye!!
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4 Sept 2017
Hey, my mom is surely going to kill me today, I scored 3 and 1/2 out of 20. 😐 . u know when she gave me the mark sheet I was confused is this mine or I’m dreaming. But Noooooooo that was mine and I was not dreaming😭. This was my 2nd test which I failed. I’m feeling very low.
Now no excitement of meeting him [crush]. Today was my physics test on chapter Motions. In every question, I used the wrong formulas 😞. it’s difficult for me. I answered only 1 question correctly of 3 marks and again I’m going to get the same marks. ☹️ My parents are going to kill me, I should die😢😢.
Now I’m going to show my mark sheet to mom.
8:15 pm
Well, stress has been moved Mumma didn’t scold me nor she was angry I think she will give up on me very soon. I heard mom was talking to dad and now she was mad at me she said she won’t let me go to my sister’s house. Then how will I meet him? I don’t want to meet him or want to idk.
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9 Sept 2017
My cousin brother Shikhar is here for few days. he irritates me a lot but then also I love his company. He teased me a lot today and I seared u just because I’m feeling unwell.
Well, today my coaching teacher call me with my parent to meet. She was scolding and shouting at me a lot in front of my and other students and parents. When she was scolding me I felt dizzy, when her lecture ended I was supposed to climb down the stairs exactly at that moment I was unable to make my balance but somehow I did thanks to Shikhar his habit of holding my hands saved me from another insult and came back home after a great insult of my self and my parents. it’s getting difficult for me to take more taunts. it hurts me a lot. and much more in repeating or sharing it.
Her scolding is unforgettable how can she say that sports are useless and not good for me according to me every student must opt for a sport it helps a lot in personality development. She said this in front of my mom now she will not allow me to play DSO. I want to die this world is so worst I’m totally 0 without my sport I can’t let my school reputation go down especially in chess it’s all on my shoulder. How will my team without the team leader even my seniors are not playing for this year?
I hate my life a lot in many cases but it’s not easy to give up.
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Here I end with our season -1 of A PAGE OF MY DIARY. If u relate to this and liked my work or want some improvement make sure to drop comments. Surely motivates me for more. Also, give a review tell me on my Instagram account at @reeya_gupta_.
KNOW MORE ABOUT KHUSHI’S LIFE IN SEASON- 2.
COMING SOON.
